so being on bed rest is a horrific thing. i wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy! why is it so terrible you may ask?? well think about it. you cant really get out of bed, and when you do its only to take a dump or make food. whooo hooo!! and you cant leave your house at all cause you cant spend too much time on your feet and most locations dont have random places to sit when needed. not to mention its not like you can just get out of the house and go for a walk for obvious reasons. so needless to say your gonna spend an ungodly amount of time in bed. leaving you with not much to do other then laying down stuff.. like watch a movie youve seen for the hundredth time, or read a book you cant seem to get into, or even break out an old video game you get bored with after 10mins. so you try and do something else, like text a so called friend to come visit you.. but they never text back or they "didnt have time cause they were too busy".. when really its cause they forgot about you and made funner plans or even they just didnt want to see you. so now very lonely and bored you find yourself reading up on peoples facebooks. seeing who is now in a relationship with who, or oh this person just got arrested last night, or look theres a party (that you didnt get invited to) going on right now! at this point not only are you bored and lonely, your now hurt.. so while your sitting on your couch sobbing and talking to your dog about your horrible friends and growing love handles, it comes to you.. "omg i have no life!!"
now let me tell you something about this realization.. its a terrible one! when you realize youve reached a point in your life where you have no friends, no way of entertaining yourself in a healthy way, AND youve resorted to talking to your dog about all these problems, you feel pretty terrible!! not to mention a little crazy..
so finally your bored, lonely, hurt, and now crazy.. leaving you do do nothing but blog it all out and wait till your water breaks... aahhhhh.. i have no life!!!!
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